Not breathing back.

I don't feel the way i've ever felt. I know, i'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try, but it shows.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. Nevermind, these are horrid times. I can't let it bother me. I never thought i'd walk away. I did, but it's a false sense of accomplishment everytime time I quit. Anyone can see my every flaw. It isn't hard. Anyone can say they're above this all. I can't let it bother me.